Moving On...

So we are told from the time we are born til the time we start dating (At least I was) that all boys will hurt you and that you should just stay away from them. For a while, even after i started dating, i believed this. All because of one stupid guy that I kept letting hurt me. Well I've decided to move on. Today on our way back from gateway Krista could tell I was very frustrated and she automatically knew why. She told me I could either be with this guy or not be with him. There is no in between. When you say you are in between you are an unpaid hooker basically" And honestly it really hit me. Thats how I'm acting. I'm letting him basically tell me that we can never be more than friends than he starts kissing me and wanting more. I refuse to be his unpaid (or paid) hooker. So I guess all that leaves is moving on. I know it will be hard. I feel like I am never going to find the guy I'm supposed to be with. I hate dating. I stumbled across a few quotes about this that I'd like to share with you so here goes:
"Its weird how one day u feel ull never be able to live ur life without him...and then the next day ur doing exactly that."
"Letting go doesnt mean u have to stop loving someone...it simply means u have to accept that there are some things that cannot be."
"Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves us, but the truth is, its not our loss, but theirs, for they left the only person who wouldnt give up on them."