Big Changes....

So lately I've had a lot of time to think. I started thinking about how I was 2 years ago vs. how I am now. It took alot of we will call them "learning experiences" to become who I am today. 2 years ago I was a senior in highschool, not online to graduate. I was hanging out with potheads and every other word that came out of my mouth was a swear word. The only reason I went to church is so i wouldn't let my parents down. Not that I cared than. I wore VERY immodest clothing and I was always trying to do stuff to impress my friends. Now: Im 19 years old, I start college on monday which I am very excited for the new challenges that will come with that. I hang out with people from my ward and my family. I learned that these are really the only people I need in my life. The reasons I go to church are far different as well. I go because I believe in it with everything I have. I go because I have the best primary class in the world. They actually make me look forward to planning my lessons each sunday! And as I am looking for a potential husband I am dressing very modestly so when I go through the temple I won't have to throw any of my clothes when I have garments. Im still working on the whole modesty thing so im sure I will have a few shirts that will have to go :( I have had a lot of struggeles the past 2 years. But I wouldnt change who I've become for anything.