I hate the dentist...

So I have to go to the dentist today, I thought if I make the appointment during the afternoon then I will miss half the day of work and I'll be so excited to leave I won't get nervous for the dentist. So I made the appointment for 1:30 today. And as I AM excited to leave work. Im terrified. I have to get a crown and a few feelings. And im WAY nervous. I hate going without my mom. It makes me feel WAY too grown up. I miss the days when I got the laughing gas, and my mommy held my hand while I got the shot. And she'd try to distract me from the sound of the drill. I still get the chills everytime he starts up the drill, and now I have nothing to rely on besides my ipod. Which I forgot today. So I guess for the next 3 hours I get to try to relax to the sound of a drill!