Song of the week.

Its called then, its by Brad Paisley. And it fits my life, right now im living the first verse. Who knows where it could go from here.

I remember, trying not to stare the night that I first met you
You had me mezmorized
And three weeks later,
in the front porch light
taking forty-five minutes
to kiss goodnight
I hadn't told you yet
but I thought I loved you then

Chorus:
And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way
I feel about you, girl
Like a river meets the sea,
stronger than it's ever been.
We've come so far since that day
And I thought I loved you then

And i remember, taking you back to right where I first met you,
You were so surprised
There were people around,
but I didn't care
Got down on one knee right there once again,
I thought I loved you then

And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl
Like a river meets the sea, stronger than it's ever been.
We've come so far since that day
And I thought I loved you then

I could just see you,
with a baby on the way
And I could just see you,
when your hair is turning gray
What I can't see is how I'm ever gonna love you more
But I've said that before

And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl
We'll look back someday, at this moment that we're in
And I'll look at you and say
And I thought I loved you then
And I thought I loved you then...

BEST SONG EVER!!
Also my new favorite quote is: You block your dreams when you let your fear grow stronger than your faith. This hit me SO hard today. It is my dream to become a nurse. But the thought of all the schooling and how time consuming and stressful it will be is my biggest fear. I have let fear overcome faith. Im going to nursing school. Im conquering my fears!

Our new pet.... GRACIE

So for a while we have thought about getting this pet, my dad and Jarron have wanted one for SO long. My mom kept putting it of and putting it off. I thought she finally won the battle. But when I got home from work Friday Jarron said "Look outside" And this, my friends, is what was outside. A GOAT! "Whatcha lookin at scared cat!"

JARR! Please hold her so i can get a picture, cause Im not gonna lie, Im terrified of Gracie!

You cant see this one too well cause I was hiding in the safe zone (In the house) but the goat was chasing Jarron and Char around the yard like a dog. It was the CUTEST thing I've ever seen. After this I decided MAYBE i'd be friends with the Goat. MAYBE.

some things just don't matter...

Tonight while at girls night with my mom rach and char I got the feeling that when my dad and jarron got home I needed to ask for a priesthood blessing. For strength and guidance. I wasn't sure why but I know better than to ignore a prompting. Well my dad gave me a blessing and for the first time ever I cried through most of it. Most of it is personal but one line I will never forget is : somethings just don't matter. Me and john got in an argument because I told him getting married in the temple is a HUGE deal to me and he said he hated religion. So the temple just doesn't matter to him. I love the church. I have the best family ever. Jarron sent me a text tonight that said : the church is true. I started bawling. I felt the spirit tell me its true.. Rachel is my rock. She knows everything and I love her. I hot tubbed with jarron and char and when I got out I had a text from jenna saying she loved me. She knew I needed to hear it. Than my daddy held me and told me itd be ok. Everything will be ok. My response? Sometimes I just need to hear that from the big guy. I just need to hear he loves me and that he will never leave me. And tonight for the first time, I KNOW!