some things just don't matter...

Tonight while at girls night with my mom rach and char I got the feeling that when my dad and jarron got home I needed to ask for a priesthood blessing. For strength and guidance. I wasn't sure why but I know better than to ignore a prompting. Well my dad gave me a blessing and for the first time ever I cried through most of it. Most of it is personal but one line I will never forget is : somethings just don't matter. Me and john got in an argument because I told him getting married in the temple is a HUGE deal to me and he said he hated religion. So the temple just doesn't matter to him. I love the church. I have the best family ever. Jarron sent me a text tonight that said : the church is true. I started bawling. I felt the spirit tell me its true.. Rachel is my rock. She knows everything and I love her. I hot tubbed with jarron and char and when I got out I had a text from jenna saying she loved me. She knew I needed to hear it. Than my daddy held me and told me itd be ok. Everything will be ok. My response? Sometimes I just need to hear that from the big guy. I just need to hear he loves me and that he will never leave me. And tonight for the first time, I KNOW!