The temple letter!

So we got our letter from the temple. We moved the date up to April 9th 2010. We are both SO excited. Opening this letter brought SO many emotions. Excitement : I cant wait to spend forever with him. Doubt : Is this REALLY happening to me? Am I worthy of this? Do I deserve this? Nervous: What do I do? What should I expect? What if, when we get married, he realizes im not as great as he claims I am? But most importantly, I felt peace. There has NEVER been a doubt in my mind that Nick is the person I am meant to spend eternity with. He takes care of me. He loves me. He makes me SO happy its unreal. Sometimes I feel like I need to pinch myself to wake up from this fairytale. I can't wait to start a family with him. He is SO good with his nephew, Xander. I can tell he is gonna be a great dad. He makes me want to be a better person. To STRIVE to live the Gospel so I can be his eternal companion. I can't imagine my life without him. He is my world. My life.