Sick of being sick

So as most of you probably know, I've had stomach problems for SEVERAL years. This past year they have become MUCH more intense. To the point that I can't stand it without pain medication. Saturday morning at 6 I ended up in the ER on morphine. They gave me anti-nausea medication and I had an allergic reaction which caused my heart rate to go SO high it set the alarms off, and it made me freak out and yell at everybody to take me home. It was TERRIFYING! After a few hours at the hospital, they took blood and urine and tested my pancreas. Everything looked normal. I am SO sick of hearing that! Last week I had a colonoscopy "Looks good" a few years ago an upper endoscopy "looks normal" Monday night I had an ultra sound. I call today to get those results. Obviously not everything can be that good if I am in this much pain! I wish they could figure it out so I can be healthy and happy again!!