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Friday, June 5, 2009

Count your many blessings...

So I recently broke up with my boyfriend and at first I was totally okay with it. Than when I found out that he was gonna start dating someone else, it HURT. I was devestated. I didn't want him to date other people. I was talking to him this morning because He is one of my best friends, i never wanna lose him. And he told me I had so much to be grateful for. I thought "Yea, the guy im freaking crazy about is dating another girl, my life rocks, NOT" then he listed a few things and it hit me HARD. I have an AWESOME family, some pretty sweet friends, not to mention i have the gospel in my life. Thats all i need. I dont need to have a boyfriend to be happy.
Can I just tell you how much I love my cousin Jaynee. She is such a beautiful and strong girl. Any guy that gets a chance to get within 10 feet of her is lucky. Me and Jaynee havent always been as close as we are today, we used to dislike eachother, but once we started hanging out, she quickly became my best friend. She's the one person I know will NEVER turn her back on me. She knows EXACTLY what im going through, and even when Im a hideous beast, she still tolerates me. She is such a beautiful girl. She has been through SO much and still has a smile on her face. She is so happy, and fun to be around, she can make anybody smile. She always knows when im having a bad day and she texts me something funny. I love her so stinking much and am VERY grateful to have her in my life.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Wow, I totally didn't deserve that... but I absolutely am grateful for it, thanks SO much, Weenie. I look at you the same way; I freaking love being around you, you're hilarious and fun and sweet... and you've been through every bit as much as I have, but you handle it so much better. Thanks for everything, Weenie.

I always hated hearing this because I always disagreed, but there really is someone better for you, I promise. He is being really immature for flaunting that in front of you, but can you blame him? He lost you, he can't possibly be rational right now, no one could be.

Rachel said a buttload yesterday that really helped me out, but here's the thing she said that wasn't strictly applying to me, so I'm sure it'll help you too: Heavenly Father loves you. He would not put someone in your life for no reason, and he would not want you with someone who won't treat you like the goddess you will one day be. If you respond like I did, you are now crying at work and feel like an idiot. :)

Love you, Weenie! I'm excited to play tomorrow!

The Weight Family ♥ said...

Your right, I am crying at work. Good job! I love you so stinking much Lady. You are the best example to me!

Rachel and Casey Hansen said...

Yeah, I'm sorry about that girls! I love you both muchly!! You are beautiful amazing girls!! The BEST!! :0)