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Thursday, June 18, 2009

If at first you don't succeed...

Maybe failing is your thing?
I've been thinking about my life alot lately. And some of the thoughts I have depress and scare the Shiz outta me.
I'm gonna be 20 years old next week, as if this thought alone isn't scary enough, what have I accomplished in 20 years? I BARELY graduated, I've made my parents lives much harder than the probably needed to be. I've made SO many big mistakes with my life. Sometimes i've even wondered if maybe I've strayed too far?
Now on to the positive thinking part :)
I did graduate high school
Im pursuing a degree in nursing
I've NEVER heard my parents tell me they are disappointed in me. I've worked SO hard to never hear these words!
I've found a best friend in my sister.
I've held my job for a year and a half(and going strong)
I'm an active member of the ONLY true church. I love my Calling AND the Gospel. I have no idea where I'd be without it.
I'm REALLY happy.
I've developed MUCH closer relationships with my family.
*Lady
*Rachel
*Casey
These 3 are my Rocks. They are the 3 people in my life that I can trust 110% I love them SO much!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Don't feel like a failure... I know those days come. And you're supposed to feel remorse sometimes, but it's also important to forgive yourself for things. You're also your harshest critic - I promise you things seem worse to you than anyone else. I'm proud of you for all the positive things listed and more! I love your guts, Ween!
Is this your first age-related crisis? That's so cute. Just messin'. :) I promise, at 20 you're still a little kid!