I hate it...

I hate stress. Its stupid. I hate that i let all this little stuff pile up into much bigger stressful things! School is WAY harder than I thought. But its also something to do at night. Its hard because what I'm learning now is stuff I should have learned in high school had I gone and paid attention. I hate myself for that. I hate that I was stupid and fell in with the wrong crowd and quit going to school. I almost didnt graduate. It was STUPID! So what im learning now everyone else sees as common knowledge I feel like the village idiot. Im finally grasping some of the information. But not as much as I should already know.