Im a failure!

LOL! That title is a little over dramatic... but thats me.. So yesterday I had cramps way bad so i went and bought some midol.. I took it and shortly after my mom informed me it has ALOT of caffeine in it... Does that count as drinking caffeine? I dont think it should cause i didnt know! But I probably would have taken it anyway cause It was PAINFUL! haha.. Now that i have given you all WAY too much information.. Im going back to work!

UpDaTe

So i stopped drinking caffeine and carbonation a while back... I still haven't had caffeine its been about two months but I have had carbonation... Not very often only as a special treat or when i have a tummy ache... Also I leave tomorrow for Coloarado to stay with my favorite uncle... I am very very excited... Were going down to help him with a bunch of stuff but I think it will be a blast just spending time with him! Im stoked! And i get to see emily and hermie and all my other cousins that I haven't seen since Jarron and Chars or Rachel and Caseys Weddings! Its insane.. I miss them like crazy so it should be fun :) I'll post more when i get back and let you know how things go out there! OH I ALMOST FORGOT were going to the giants vs rockies game on monday afternoon before we head home! Im super excited! I think it'll be once in a lifetime... I can't freaking wait.. I work today and half of tomorrow than im out! WOOT! Lotsa love! WEENIE

My Job

So I have been at my job a little over six months now which is a new record. And i can honestly say that I still love every second of it! I get along with everybody! And i am starting to figure more and more stuff out. I love learning new things everyday. Thats probably my favorite part. Its not repetitive at all. I answer phones and do ALOT of filing. But I love it! My new favorite thing is watching Krista do her accounts. I have learned so freakin much in the last week. She has the funnest job! I hope someday i can help her with it! Its a challenge I think thats why I love it so much! Also there is rarely ANY drama.. Were all adults and we left the Highschool drama behind us.. Im the youngest one here... and the funny thing is when I first started i could've sworn krista was like 18 or 19! She's so petite... I get along way better with guys than girls which is why i think im happy here.. I work with one other girl and she's basically my best friend the rest of them are guys... I've built strong relationships with almost everyone here... I look forward to mondays for the most part because I get to be with friends all day! Its like a party here all the time... We know when its time to work but we always make sure there is time to have fun..

Things i've learned

Life isn't fair. It never has been and it never will be. Sometimes we have to let things fall apart in order for better things to fall together. It sucks but eventually things work out. One of my favorite sayings is "Everything is okay in the end. If it's not ok, it's not the end" These are the words i try to live by. I recently broke up with the guy that i could honestly see myself spending forever with. Which brings me to my next quote "Don't make someone your everything because when they've gone you'll have nothing" This quote is so true! After we broke up I went to a bachelorette party and that helped me forget for a while... when i got home it just hit me so hard. I went in and layed next to my mom and she gave me a hug and I just lost it... I started talking to her about everything.. It felt so good! I think i laid there and cried for about 45 minutes and the best part was, she just listened and didn't tell me i was wrong or anything... she gave me her point of view but she didn't shove it down my throat like most parents do. That was when I realized that she isn't just my mom, she's my best friend. She's the one person who, No matter what I do, no matter how bad i screw up, she's there with a hug. I recently had a friend who ended up getting pregnant. I talked to my mom about it and she told me if i was ever in that situation, no matter how bad it would hurt her, she would hope that i would go to her before anyone else. And she promises to love and be there for me no matter what. I love having heart to heart with my mom! She is the nicest lady you'll ever meet..

Oh The Memories

The Memory game. I'm adding it to my blog as well.....
I am doing this mostly to see who really loves me.....
don't let me down!!!
Here are the directions:
1. Add a comment on my blog of a memory or two that you and I had together. It can be anything fun that you remember. It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot or not at all, just put any memories you have.
2. Next, re-post these instructions on your blog. If you don't want to play on your blog, or if you don't have a blog, I'll leave my memory of you in my comments. Try to keep it going on your blog with your friends!