One year ♥

So this past week Nick and I celebrated one year of dating (The fourth of July) And I know now that were married it doesnt mean as much, but it means alot to me for this reason : A few weeks before my 20th birthday, I was dating a guy that I wasnt sure I should be with. I thought I loved him, and I thought maybe I could be with him. But I didnt want to settle. So I started praying. I said "God, please help me." Then I made a deal with GOD. I said "If im not married by the time Im 21 I will serve and honorable full time mission." Looking back at that I dont think there was anyway I could have done it! Then, the day before my 20th birthday Devyn and I broke up. So I thought, well this is my sign, Im supposed to serve a mission. I started reading my scriptures like crazy, and praying extremely hard to see if this was my sign. Then next day (My 20th birthday) I got a text from Nick (We hadnt met yet) and he asked me if I wanted to go for a drive with him. So we went on a drive to the same hill he proposed to me on. And we've been basically inseperable since. I remember telling Nick when we first started dating i was praying about a mission. I never mentioned the marriage part, cause I didnt wanna scare him off ;). I still plan to serve an honorable full time mission, with my eternal companion, when were old and wrinkly :) And I cant wait ♥